At
the borders where North meets West and East,
Hillsides
slide into northern flatlands
Exhaling
ravishment.
Seduced
with levity,
I
forget darker scenes -
Ulster’s
hillsides,
Sucking
life to premature death;
Black
despair,
Tearing
reason’s staff
From
its once solid ground.
A
twisted mind
Tortured
by deaths,
Hate’s
rhetoric,
The
stench of corrupting goodness
Rising
from rivers of unworthy termination,
Now
seeks the meandering streams of memory -
Sticklebacks
skimming in idle becks,
Pond
Skaters on quiet pools,
Swallows
darting,
Chirruping
cheerful summers,
Curlews
crying in a plaintiff strain - Stay.
Larks
raising me to past joys,
Butterflies
drawing me down their fluttering path
Where
the Damselfly hovers
Over
my safe earth,
My
tranquil lake,
Where
Reed Mace whispers peace.
Opened
by desiccating sun,
Crazed
earth
Echoes
my shattered mind.
Cracked
by bigoted intolerance,
The
rantings of the right
Their
hostility ringing round half-forgotten Ulster hills.
Now,
Surrounded
by the scented air
And
ripening Barley fumes,
Hogwort
raises her mature head,
Acknowledging
the fertile sun
Settling
on her bed of hungry children.
Slumbering
poppies wave at me
Without
addictive platitudes
That
promise vapid dreams of paradise
And
forever.
Northward,
dark woodland
Whispers
serenity.
Her
dark, garlic-scented sweetness
Drawing
death’s bitter pus,
Purging
it.
I
had left for hillocks of the dead,
Where
those who breathed tomorrow
Lie
in unquiet rest…
Exterminated
innocence.
From
landscapes of mourning,
She
called me home.
Cypress,
tall and motionless,
Breathe
the perfumed exhalations.
Moon
rising
Streaks
the Barley heads with mellow glow.
Peace
here.
Green
fields without the staining of lost life,
Pure
rivers,
Not
red,
Like
the raging torrents of the dead.
Mind
flees to boyhood earth
Where
eternal orbs illuminate the
Cooling
Towers at Selby.
I
am returned to Eden,
Inhaling
her tomorrows.